I’m sitting in the Student Union doing research for a persuasive
speech about banning Affirmative Action in college admissions that’s due next
week, not because I’m on top of my work, but because it’s the only work I have.
With finals less than two weeks away I can feel the stress building from the
work I’ll have this time next week. So, for now I kill time researching
Pinterest, my Facebook friends and Affirmative Action.
As I finally buckle down on this speech I find myself
staring at a blank word document and a sudden belief in reverse discrimination.
The smell of Panda Express and the lack of feeling in my butt tells me I should
quit working on this speech and come back to it tomorrow—just like yesterday
and the day before. While I’m distracted by the taste of imaginary orange
chicken in my mouth, I meet eyes with a guy listening intently to his peer. As
the guy was Asian, I sort of assumed it was some type of language helping
situation. That was until I realize what they’re discussing. In the hands on
his peer is a little blue booklet, a booklet I’ve seen before.
When CRU made the videos of our stories for the campus to
watch, they gave each of us three soul-saving pamphlets, intended for those who
have questions about Jesus. I saw this a as a joke at the time. I was being
brave enough wearing the same shirt for a week and posting my testimony about
how God found me that I had no plans on sharing a pocket-sized picture book
with some stranger. It was then when I realize the peer is a boy I’ve seen at
CRU, a boy whose video I watched. He sits patiently explaining the pictures and
story line and openly shares his story with the young man when he has questions
arise.
For the first time all week I felt calm. I no longer was
consumed with what stress will be on my shoulders next week or what I need to
say to persuade my audience, but what beautiful work God had planned for that
boy; what beautiful work he had planned for me. So until He tells me what that
is, I guess I should get back to this speech.
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